Holding my breath

Its been awhile since I actually posted something on here. Well 5 or 6 days but still. I've been trying to get my head in the game. But here are some mini posts

Holding my breath
This past week I had a interview for a position in Los Angeles. I'm staying positive and crossing my fingers hoping I get this job. If I do get this position, that will be ticket to live in LA. So I've been preparing for this interview all week. I'm not going to have any doubts in my mind. I'm going to get this job.

Love at first sight
Have you ever had a time where you saw someone, and you just pictured your entire future with them. Now I know you had times where you see someone and you just want to get them in the sack. But seriously, have you seen someone out of nowhere and just pictured yourself with them for the rest of your life. Picturing having kids with them, being married to them, starting a life with them. Now the real question is, if you do see someone as someone you'll be with, did you actually do something to make that happen. Or did you just chill and let her pass by, not saying a word, not making a motion. For some reason I was at church today and I saw a pretty lady by herself and I just thought about that feeling. Which reminds me of this picture.


Timbaland f/ One Republic- Apologize
I heard this song a couple days ago and this song just reminded me of this girl I know back in college. I met this girl when I was a freshman. From the moment we met, we really clicked. Talked to each other every night, talk about our lives and what not. It felt like we had a reall connection. Then one day, she stops picking up her calls and I'm wondering what the hell happened. One day I decided to call her off another person's cell phone to see if she was ignoring my calls. I found out she was, when I asked for a explanation, she didn't, she just said that she had to go. After that conversation, I never spoke to her again. Later down the line my homie was telling me how she wanted to call and talk to me and apologize, but she didn't. Then a couple years she sent me a note online saying how she was sorry and how she felt bad. She actually sent another apology note a few months later. Being the man that I am now, I would've forgave her because I know how wrong burning bridges is. But back then, I felt like she did me wrong. So I never responded to any of her messages. This song reminds me of that time.



Spoken Word
I know I haven't posted that many pieces on this blog. But there's a spoken word night at Hot Java Cafe in san diego that I might perform at. Holla if you want details.